this is me...

hello....i am officially bored...out of my mind...grrr...and a little peturbed...yesterday we finally got our "flute" chairs for band and i am 13 out of 18 which is such a load of crap....because i deserve to be somewhere between 5-8 but the hateful witchy woman that tried the flutes out did a horrible job...there are all these people in front of me who are so freaken tone deaf and now i have to speand the next two weeks challenging people so i can get to where i belong...
grrrr...
and this week is the turkey feast...haha yeah....today is the last day of school for the week....waawhoo...

and this weekend i get to go to the executive mun meeting which should be very interesting...yeah....i finally get to tell them what i think and what i see....which should be quite the awakening...at least mr white is starting to see that i was right all along and that my opinion isnt as ill-witted as they originally thought...so yeah...

i think that, that is about it....ok ttyl...love you all -me-

ps i love you hunny....muah...i will see you later...(i love you watch you sleep, but ot in the creepy way...you know what i mean)

ok i finished my web project and the definitions for my english class...now i am bored....hmmm....what do you do with spare time...lallala...i was going to take a quiz or two since that seems to keep me occupied but the site itsnt working...so i am left here to annoy all of you...lol...ok well thats enough i suppose
mush love you all -me-

ps....i love you hunny....forever and ever...hehe...muah....xoxox

hello....i am tired....an di have some stuff i g2g do....finally got the outline for the school site so i can work on those pagse which isnt hard...so yea i g2g do that....ok just wanted to shout out...
love you all sry i am so busy...lol

ps i love you.....you know who you are...hehe...MUAH xoxo

hello....i feel a bit better today....i want to go to southview american idol...but dunno if i'll getot go...i hope so cuz sean and brit are going too....and lots of other people.....it'll be fun...ok i g2g...do my coffee web site....lol....ttyl
love you all

>ps i love you hunny i love you forever and always....hehe

blah...........blah...........blah...thats all i have to say...

i need some hunny time....{sigh}.......xoxo

i am so tired....i dont feel good..and i dont kow why...i dunno...plus my hunny is on a mini vacation...to see jeff...which is fine...but i miss him....and i have a tummy ache...i dunno what i ate..but it had to be something....ok i dont feel like talking right now...g2g....o yeah i got a job interview today at circuit city...thats great...ok
love you all

ps i miss you punk...love you with all my heart...xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

lalala....blah...model un won first place...waawhoo...but ebs and i didnt get superiors...dont know how thats fair but whatever... we still won as a whole so i guess thats all that matters....i dunno what else to say...all the crazy crap is catching up to me...and i gotta bad feeling the next few weeks are going to be a mess...and i just have to deal with it....sigh....i wanna live in a bubble...grrr...i miss my hunny....i want to put him in my pocket and carry him around all the time....that would be nice....ok...i thing i will do some more quizzes if i can...and just chill...out...you know...ok ttyl...
love you all....
-me-

ps...sean i love you more than words could ever say...muah...you are my heart and soul...body and mind....FOREVER....i love you.....i love you.....i love you....xoxoxoxo....

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grrrrrrr....i was having a great day...then amanda had to go and be stupid...she got mad at me because i made TIME to do my chemestry homework...grrrr....she can kiss my butt....let me ask all of you...why do people say that they dont have time to do their h/w or complain about all they have to do and how there just isnt enough time....WHEN people who do more than them MAKE time to do THEIR work...so instead of sacrificing unessisary thing they try to get out of it? if her priority is to watch southpark that is her problem...and if I made time to do my HOMEWORK...then she should get over it right...i mean last me and ebs spent 3 and 1/2 hours writing 5-200 word position papers for UN...and still did a bunch of stuff and i did my chemistry homework too...so who has their priorities straight and who doesnt..........grrrrrrrrrrr

ok that is my rant for the day....

ahhhh....competion is in 24 hours....that is kinda scary ebs and i are ready...but i dont know about the other delegations...today is dress rehersal which will be nerve-racking because sean ans brit and goind and i think maybe dad (#2) might come too...but it will be 50/50 fun and nerve-racking...o well...

And today i also have to tryout form band...which is very very not good...the music is exceptionally hard and i have a really hard time sitereading and playing alone...i hope that she just sees that i am trying and that i do deserve somewhere between 4-7 chari NO LESS....i am good but its just hard for me to do he music alone without help and without the knowledege of what its supposed to be...o well...it'll all work out...sigh i need a nap.....yep a nap...ok i am gonna go...ttyl
love you all -me-

ps i love you......i love you....i love you... FOREVER xoxoxo

hello hello...ahh i have FINALLY finished my web work...it only took three weeks...grrrrrrrr....competion is like 36 hours away OMG....thats really soon....and me and ebs still have so much work to do...like today we are going to her house to finish these stupid position papers....it sucks {---------------------------------------------------------------------------------this much------------------------------------------------------------------------------------} o well....seven freaken papers for one country and council...it seem a bit obsessive...really really it does....and finding nemo came out yesterday and we didnt have time to go but it...but i cant wait....yeahhh....umm....what else...i'm tired i wanna go take a nap...yea thats what i wanna do..ok well thats enough dead brain cells for today...ttyl...
love you al -me-

PS....i love you punk...muahhhh....xoxoxo

ok halloween is over...now i am in the crunch for competition...eekkk...(again)....its crazy....we leave friday at 11:30am...and will start debate around 2:00...ebs and i have a bunch of work to finish up....we have done andread everything except our stupid "position paper"...it sucks...i cant believe that they are actually gonna collect them....o wellll...i got my ring from my hunny....yeah...its is great...ok ttyl
love you all

ps I LOVE MY JOHNNY....have a great day...te amo...i know you hate spanish...lol...you'll live...xoxo