this is me...

hello all, it's been a long time, lets see what's new...i finished my first semester at college with a 4.0 but i am dreading this next semester, i have precalc, college comp. 2, and political science... my job is good for the most part, i am trying to learn some new positions so i can keep my A.D.D. in check, i got contacts instead of glasses recently which helped with some confidence levels, oo i almost forgot to mention Amanda (my bestest friend) got a job as a hostess/busser at red lobster with me... which is great but willl probably not help the add...but thats ook...this winter break was good because i got a whole month off, but the time flew, because tomarrow is really my last day of "rest" becuase i have to get my wisdom teeth out on thursday, and i go back to school next tuesday, sean and i are almost to the 2year mark , which is amazing, the count down to my 18th birthday is at 2 months 28ish days, and the count down to graduation is 4 months 28ish days, i couldnt be more excitied about this upcoming year, i love you all i always will remember the good times, dont forget to stay in touch,
buh bye now -jenni

ps te amo mi amor, para siempre!

life is good now....things have finally ironed themselves out... which makes me extremely happy... life is a little chaotic... but it is doable... i have good friends... some new & some not so new... anyway... we got class rank today :

1.Morgan
2.Natasha
3.Eddairis
4.Jenni (me)
5.Carlos
6.Ben
7.Tiffany
8.Alex
9.???
10.???

***********is you know any of the blanks let me know...please...

okay i need to go now...loves ya jenni
ps....hunny i love you so much, i can't wait to spend my life with you...MuahHHH...

hello...life is a strange place...college started and so did highschool...that is fun...i have a bunch of new friendships that i am enjoying....our football team sucks...model un starts today...i have to leave here around 6:15ish....i like work again almost...maybe just some parts...the actual work no...but the people at work more yes...does that make sense...just in case you were wondering...i am talking like i have been thinking lately...incomplete thoughts and random sentences...like a bored add kid...but thats ok...this works for me...lol...my kickboxing class is great...except it makes my muscles hurt really bad....which isnt so great but it'll be good in the long run....ok i think that is enough babble....love you all jenni

ps Sean i love you with all my heart...and i always will (te amo, mi amor) {muah xoxox}

hmmm....hello all...time or another update....band camp started this week, which means that i am tired..lol...i get up in the morning and work in the evening....its like an endless cycle...ummm...eddairis got a job a red lobster with me which is kewl...and they like her...so that good...i am getting anxious for school to start...i just want to jump in and get going you know....i got my college books and that was pretty funny... there are so many and i only have three classes...lol owell...i cant think of to much else to say so i got to go...eat and get ready for work...ttyl love you all...stay in touch...

ps hunny....i know we haven't been seeing a lot of each other but it will get easier soon... i love you with all my heart and soul xoxox

hello all its been awhile.....summer is a crazy time....too much to do too little time right?....well lets see....my parents went on vacation the last week of june and hope stayed with me and we had tons of fun....um....then the 29th of june a tuesday....we had the mun banquet....which was good...long but good...the after the banquest we (me greg hope jenelle bryan dan jeff carlos and sarah...i think that was everyone) went for coffee and after coffee we went to a midnight movie compliments of budweg...then the next day i got into my car accident and yea it was my fault but i had good intentions...see i looked to the left because these little kids were running toward the road and then this "delta 88" had completely stopped and there was nothing i could do to avoid hitting him....the guys i hit were okay...and i was ok for the most part, just strained some neck and back muscles...i caused somewhere between $8,000-$9,000 damage to the car that they can tell so far....i guess that it it for the most part i am feeling somewhat better now....ok well ttyl...dont be strangers i miss all my friends...call we'll hang out....luve you all jenn

ps i love you hunny the most of all....

wawhhoo...school is out....life is dandy....hmmmm...whats new...my hunny got a job...which is good for him..sad for me...lol...umm...oooo I ALMOST forgot probably the most important thing I got named to be a president next year for model un which is extremely exciting and i am looking very forward to that...on friday i went to ebs grad party and i am still a little sore from playing volleyball for so long, and then yesterday morning i took my SAT which wasnt fun at all...and i have to work today...i am actually getting ready to leave soon.....there hasnt been too much going on i am glad to be a SENIOR....it is so exciting...i really dont know why....i just have this wonderful enthusiasm and i am look so foward to next year...ok g2g...love you all me

ps i love you, always have, always will, know that, remember it, and hold on to it, te amo -me-

i am so aggrivated, what do you do when your two "supposed" best friends arent speaking to you, except when NESSESARY...a new found friend, says you dont deserve what you are getting, it hurts to hear such aweful things from people you have come to trust and care for, i am not going to be what they think i will, i am more than that, i've never proven their accusations truthful in the past, but they are speading the propaganda now, i want to put my heart and soul on the line and make this better, but i have to have the help from my fellow "friends", i just wish they could have faith, they've done what they are saying i will do, but i still trust and had faith in them, and now i here this, they put on fake smilies to my face, and then say hurtful and cruel comments behind my back, they act like they dont care, you'd think that my TWO "supposed" best friends could see above all that i have been working my butt off to get where i am and it is time to get the rewards of that labor, i wish they could be happy for me, and have faith that i will make the right desions and i wont live up to this horrible person they are making me out to be, i want them to accept that, accept me, i did it for them, i have a right to be happy, and i am so mad that they are making ME feel guilty, why...why am i guilty, why am i at fault, you are not granted positions that you have not earned and i have earned mine, i wish they could see that... i dont want to loose friends over this, but that isnt my choice, because i WILL NOT give up something that i have worked for, deserve, and have been granted just so they can be happy, that isnt fair, not at all....

well i have vented now i feel a little better...i the two whom this was mostly directed actually bother to read this...i hope they can see that the loss of our friendship is on their shoulders not mine, because i tried to make it work now it is their turn to apologize for the hurtful slander....

love you all me
ps i miss you sean, i wish things werent so busy, i love you always and forever (xoxoxo)